Friday, 24 August 2007


My feelings are so mixed up.

1. Dammit, I'm so super relieved that my trials are finally OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. I'm bored 'cause I've got so many stuffs to do that I don't know what to do first.
3. Frustrated because I'm deprived of cash. AGAIN!
4. Happy - just went shopping with my besties!!! Love you guys!
5. Disappointed due to the fact that I totally flunked my Physics exam today.
6. I'm really, really, really proud of myself for losing weight (OMG, I'M SO PROUD OF MY BODY RIGHT NOW!!! SUPER SLIM WITH ZERO FATS AT MY TUMMY!).

I had so many things on my to-do list. Now that I'm super free, I don't know what to do first.

1. Update my blog.
2. Play Maple.
3. Read the novel I bought today.
4. Play 'Dynasty Warriors' and 'Need For Speed' on my PSP.
5. Watch Jigoku Shoujo drama series.
6. Give my blog a lil 'face-lift'.

Now that I've listed them out, I feel much better. I love being organized.

My trials are OVER, OVER, OVER! No more studying till my head explodes! No more feeling guilty for playing PSP instead of studying! No more getting awfully stressed out for not being able to finish studying on time after wasting time on my PSP!

The past one week was torture. Pure torture.

I knew I had to study. But I went for prom instead. Which was a huge mistake. The food there sucked, I didn't win any of the lucky draws, I didn't get a date, and I couldn't attend their 'after-prom' because I had to study. When I arrived home, I couldn't do much studying after all because my head was throbbing like hell and my eyes were super dry. Not to mention, my feet were aching from the heels I wore. I should train myself to wear them more often. But I just can't live without my comfy sneakers...

Saturday and Sunday.
Study, study, study. Threw in a little bit of 'PSP time' and 'TV time'.

I set my phone alarm to 10 a.m. the night before. However, when it rang, I kept snoozing it till 11 a.m. . Oh no. Further Math. I was so worried. But it went okay. At least I could solve some of the problems, although I did skip a few. I think at the very least, I can get a pass.

Tuesday to Thursday.
According to professionals, there are times when the human mind forces itself to forget a traumatic event, resulting the person to have no recollection of what happened. All I can remember right now, is that I suffered a horrible nightmare during those four days.

This morning, I woke up with a headache. I pretty much flunked Physics exam. Fortunately, Physics is all about explanations and calculations. Whenever I came across a question which I couldn't answer (which was almost all of the time), I just scribbled whatever I could. Common sense helps, sometimes. For calculations, I just reproduced the numbers provided in a different and more creative way.

For example,
Question: Given that the potential difference is 2V and the current is 4A. Find the resistance.

Lets say I don't know how to calculate the resistance. What do I do? There are a few ways that the two numbers can be summed up to get a new value:

The resistance could be 2 x 4 = 8

Or, 2/4 = 0.5

Or, 4/2 = 2.

Or, 2 + 4 = 6

You get the idea.

All I have to do is pick any one of the methods and pray that it is the correct one.

For questions which need explanations like this one,
Question: Explain why the final energy is less than the initial energy.

I just use common sense:
1. Energy is lost through heat.
2. Energy is used to do work.

Or, if you have no idea what the question is talking about, you could just rephrase the question:
1. The final energy is less than the initial energy because there is a loss in energy.
2.The final energy is less than the initial energy because the initial energy is more than the initial energy.

That's how I managed to finish my Physics paper. Hey, at least I answered every question, right? Better than leaving the answer blank.

I'm so proud of myself.

Enough about exams and shit. Today I went shopping. Caught a movie. Omg, stuff are so expensive nowadays. I brought around RM 120 with me and now I'm left with RM 15.

My money bought me:
1. A novel and liquid paper from Popular - RM 40
2. Movie ticket - RM 5 (with student card)
3. Lunch at Manhattan Fish Market - RM 30
4. Digi reload card - RM 30

And then, my money was all gone.

Damn, damn, damn.

But overall, it was fun. Its good therapy for me after all that studying (and PSP-ing).

Oh, another thing. I feel so slim! I have always thought I was fat, but today I felt so confident and proud of myself!

Oh, no, I didn't go on a diet. It's just that for the past one month, I have beem very, very depresed (and I mean really depressed to the point where you feel like it's a torture to be alive and you just wish you were dead) and I totally lost my appetite. Imagine not consuming food for a whole month. Of course I became thinner. And I'm happy. At least my depression wasn't all that bad. Something good came out of it and I'm thankful for that.


I remember there was something else I wanted to blog about, but I can't seem to recall it.

Oh, well. For now, I'm gonna enjoy myself. Maybe hold a small celebration with my shadow. Or curl up in bed with my book. Or play my PSP. Or go Mapling.

My trials are finally over. Happy, happy, joy, joy!


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