Raedarling: A week's journal

Friday, 13 July 2007

A week's journal

I'm so awfully sorry for not updating my blog again for the longest time. My trials are coming in a month's time and I really need to concentrate on studying.

It has been a whole week since my last entry. Here are some updates on my life:

8 July 2007
I cried. Again. Don't ask why. It's private.

9 July 2007
Damn. I hate Mondays. Classes start at 8 am and I only can go home at 5 pm. I almost skipped my Mechanics lesson simply because I wasn't in the mood for studying. Yes, I know. I shouldn't allow my emotions to get in the way. Especially when it comes to something as important as my own education. That's why I'm thankful to have friends to help me get through life. Kevin sent me an sms telling me to attend class because the lecturer was going to teach an important topic. Thanks, Kevin. you helped me keep myself on the right track.

Oh, and one of my hermit crabs died.

Sob sob. =(

10 July 2007
I finished Season One of Jigoku Shoujo. I wanna watch Season Two!!! I wanna, I wanna, I wanna! Btw, does the site www.jigokutsushin.net really exist? I have been to it but Mozilla Firefox tells me "the webpage/url cannot be found". According to the show, the web page can only be accessed at midnight. I have yet to try it. Maybe some of you guys might wanna try it? Tell me if it works.

11 July 2007
Transformers is damn cool! I love that movie. Surprisingly, I met lots of people at Gurney Plaza. Oh and I decorated my lunch with wasabi.

You have to admit that's cute.

Then, I almost had the Impulsive Spending Disorder. The only thing that saved me from it was my wallet. It was almost empty. I regret not bringing more cash.

I managed to purchase a novel called "The Notebook" though. Not bad, actually. I love Nicholas Sparks.

I cried. Again.

12 July 2007
In less than 15 hours, I have finished the novel. There goes my RM 35.90.

My liquid paper reflected beautiful ring of lights. The effect was really cool.

Not so obvious in this picture. But trust me, the effect was really, really nice.

I cried. Till 3 am.

13 July 2007 (Today)
Despite being Friday the 13th, I didn't encounter much bad luck. Except for the fact that my eyes were puffed up from all that crying the night before. And my head was pounding like hell because I only had 3 hours of sleep.

Had laksa for lunch. I love laksa!

That's about all.

P.S: I don't think I will be updating my blog very often from now on. My trials is coming in a month's time and my final exam is two weeks after that. This blog might be idle for awhile. Maybe until November, when my exams are over. Sorry.

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Everything you should know.

I live in a modern city called Singapore. I believe that what you do does not determine who you are.

I love pink, ice cream, movies, computer games, shopping, designer bags, and all gadgets and gizmos.

I am someone who lives in the moment. Some people may view me as the type who is carefree, nonchalant and not generally concerned about my affairs, or as some may put it, a "couldn't-be-bothered" attitude. However, the truth is that when I am put under pressure, I tend to hide my true feelings of anxiety and panic, and I put on a calm appearance. When faced with problems, I try to put on a strong face and be okay, even though I may not be. I generally try to see the brighter side of things and be happy. This has led to some people assuming that I just don't bother to be concerned about things, while I actually do.

I also enjoy meeting new people and talking to people. I enjoy telling people about myself and sharing my life experiences, as well as listening to their stories. I believe that there is something to learn from everyone, regardless of their age, gender, social background, or status. I feel energized and motivated when I am talking to people, because I know that I can always learn something new from each conversation.

I love digital art and I enjoy sketching on my iPad, though I wished my skills were better. Occasionally, I do pen and paper sketches too. I have an interest in singing and dancing, though I'll have to admit, I don't have much talent for that.

I enjoy curling up in bed with a good book, something I do less often than I should, no thanks to my busy and hectic life.

I am an avid movie goer. While most find it satisfactory to catch a movie once a month, I demand my weekly movie dosage. I have a huge fascination for movies featuring the living, flesh eating dead and I religiously watch every single one of them.

Let them laugh - I hold fast to my principles and values regardless of how others view me.

I continuously remind myself that failing is fun, and that everything is an experience.

I may procrastinate at times, and it is something I am trying to change. My living space can be a little messy at times, and maybe also a little disorganized. I wished I could be more organized than I currently am, and this is also something I am striving to achieve. However, I believe that a little bit of disorganization shows personality and creativity.

People motivate me. However, I can sometimes feel pressured and intimidated by someone whom I regard a higher status than I am, in terms of experience and maturity. With regards to these people, I tend to speak less and listen more, for fear of being ridiculed for saying something shallow. I realize that this is something I need to work on, and I am trying my best to improve my confidence.

I have done things I am not proud of, some of which I'd rather not say. I am not perfect. Sometimes I make bad choices. some may think I'm a bad person, but I don't care. I say what I want to say and I do what I want to do without worrying about what others think.

I aspire everyday to become a better person and I am constantly stiriving to improve myself to be a more confident, independent and courageous woman.