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Monday, 6 April 2009

Slum shit

"What are the chances of a person's life experiences preparing him for the quiz, and in chronological order too!??!"

-Yokie on Slumdog Millionaire-

I. AM. IN. A. FUCKING. BAD. MOOD.

I woke up at 4 p.m. in the ~~morning~~ afternoon yesterday, hit the books, and haven't slept since. It's now 9.40 a.m., and I haven't slept a wink last night.

I studied till 4 a.m. (yes, apparently, I was struggling with Physics from 4 p.m. to 4 a.m. - that's 12 freaking hours of non-stop studying - but only managed to cover TWO stupid chapters, out of 10 or so... Bummer.), tossed and turned till 6.30 a.m., and then decided to continue studying.

I'm so stressed out that I'm beginning to get insomnia.

Fuck.

3 comments:

JETAI said...: eh chill la... we're all struggling with physics hahaha; 8 April 2009 at 20:32
Happyness Talks said...: lol....mood getting worse and worse when exam gets nearer..; 9 April 2009 at 04:06
JETAI said...: hahaha it's like some inversely proportional thing right =p jiayou!; 9 April 2009 at 10:16

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